a poem to miles

have i failed you?
have i lost?
why the distance?
why the cross?

all your buildings
now distraught
why this cliff?
why this drop?

was i born, wrong place
wrong spot?
why the distance?
why this cross?

you distrust me
oh miles, why now?
i need you to show me
someway, somehow

i feel so distant
on my cross
why did i fail you
is this my cross?

they look at me
like i belong
then like i dont belong

i cant tell
this feels like hell

miles, what can i do?
to be more like you
miles, what can i say
to be more your way

im lost miles, terribly lost.